my tv will be here within the hour. woohoo! i'm going to start by plugging in the xbox and playing amped3. which, as it turns out, is a really cool snowboarding game! either that or condemned, but condemned still really freaks me out.

i keep thinking that if i dont go to sleep at night, and just stay up all day, it will break this bad sleep cycle. but it doesnt. at all. i just stay up the next night all night because for some reason im not tired, and then i sleep all day. i'd like to think that i could probably stay up for two whole days to break it, but i dont think thats true. i love and miss sleep. and i love and miss productiveness.

it is becoming very annoying that someone else's stuff is taking up an entire room in my house. i was going to have someone spend the night, but didnt. seriously, though. if it's not outta there soon, we're taking what we want and taking the rest to the pawn shop.

at least my gliders are almost all out of the house. then i will have a different room to put a bed in. but i still do not run a storage facility. and even if i were, it certainly would not be free.

on a lighter note, we got a letter in the mail from 'apex mortgage' saying that they could lower our payments to $900 a month. that would be a dream come true. right now it's $1500. i'm going to call them later today and see what that's all about. becasue i sat down earlier and wrote down everything we owe now that we went furniture/tv crazy and realized that, although i knew we couldnt afford all this stuff, i didn't realize that we REALLY CAN'T. stupid capitalism. stupid materialism. stupid poverty.

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